Post Great Game fic

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I'm looking for a post-TGG where John and Sherlock were 'buried' in the debris from the explosion for a while. When they get to the hospital Sherlock is taken away. Later Donovan comes by because she had heard that Sherlock was dead. John had been monitoring Sherlock's pulse while they were in the debris, so he knows that can't be true. John manages to get the truth out of Lestrade. Mycroft is hiding Sherlock and will be moving him to a safe place. John wants to go, and comes up with his own 'cause of death', that regular doctors wouldn't know but it's something that can occur after an explosion.

I thought I bookmarked this fic, but now I can't find it. It's not in my Memories for LJ, and I didn't find it at AO3 so now I'm wondering where I read it.

Thanks for help!