Searching For a Post Reichenbach Fic

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I can't remember a lot of details other than John is in some sort of danger, the type where I believe Mycroft has to have agents guarding him at one point -- and he maybe involved somehow in clearing Sherlock's name. Also I believe in this John contemplates and plans to commit suicide after everything had calmed down and has decided to do it away from Baker Street so Mrs Hudson won't find him dead but actually never has a chance to go through with it because Sherlock comes back. Anyone know what I am talking about?

ETA: Nevermind I found it myself. It is Dark Night of the Soul by Sioux!

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[swissmarg]

I'm pretty sure there's more than one like that. Here's one:

Be Here Now (94371 words) by Todesfuge
Rating: Mature
Relationships: Sherlock Holmes/John Watson
Summary: John Watson was already fighting demons when he and Sherlock met. With Sherlock's suicide, it all comes flooding back, forcing Sherlock to intervene before he's solved the persistent riddles of Jim Moriarty and his game. Together they find that something darker lurks behind Moriarty, forcing Sherlock, John, and Irene Adler into an even deadlier game with a much more dangerous foe. Begins six months after the events of The Reichenbach Fall.

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Thanks but I'm pretty sure it wasn't slash and I know Irene was not involved in anyway.

The summary doesn't sound right either... I don't think John knew Sherlock was alive until almost the end and I think there was a press conference involved where Sherlock's name was cleared... it was after that John was planning to kill himself...