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Thumbprint (23523 words) by pandoras_chaos Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Sherlock (TV), Sherlock Holmes & Related Fandoms Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Sherlock Holmes/John Watson, Sherlock Holmes & John Watson Characters: Sherlock Holmes, John Watson, Greg Lestrade, Mycroft Holmes, Anderson (Sherlock) Additional Tags: Unhealthy Relationships, Explicit Sexual Content, Anal Sex, Rimming, Unsafe Sex, emotional masochism Summary:
It seems he’s just around these days out of sheer familiarity. Sherlock doesn’t need him for money, he doesn’t need him on cases (if he ever really did in the first place), he doesn’t listen when John tries to tell him to eat or sleep or take care of himself in any way whatsoever and he certainly doesn’t seem to need him for sentimentality. In fact, the only thing John seems to be good for these days is sex, and that is just not good enough.
This Time No (Forgiveness) (29532 words) by AtlinMerrick Chapters: 11/11 Fandom: Sherlock (TV) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Author Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Sherlock Holmes & John Watson, Sherlock Holmes/John Watson Characters: Sherlock Holmes, John Watson Additional Tags: Angst, Redemption, Potential triggers in some marked chapters Summary:
It was Sherlock's fault. It usually is. And though he'll ask forgiveness for what he's done, for the very first time John will say, 'This time no, Sherlock. This time, never.' And maybe, just maybe, John Watson is going to mean it.
All Those Things I Told Myself To Forget (and to make it through) (41824 words) by momotastic Chapters: 10/10 Fandom: Sherlock (TV) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Author Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Sherlock Holmes/John Watson Characters: Mycroft Holmes, Greg Lestrade, Mrs. Hudson, OFC, OMC Additional Tags: Violence, Language, Blood, Off-Screen Murder, severed body parts, non-explicit John/OFC, Explicit Sexual Content, blowjob, fingering, Abduction, prisoner situation, johnlock bigbang Series: Part 1 of I'll Remember You Summary:
After over a year of not talking to each other John did not expect to meet Sherlock in that pub. In fact, if he'd known that Sherlock would be there, he wouldn't have gone inside in the first place.
Tear Us Apart (13027 words) by Mazarin221b Chapters: 4/4 Fandom: Sherlock (TV) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Sherlock Holmes/John Watson Additional Tags: Murder, Mystery, Jealousy, Peril, Pining, Two people who cannot seem to communicate, Established Relationship, deviousness, References to Suicide, casefic, Romance Summary:
It's late summer, and Sherlock is called to investigate a suicide on PC Bob Taylor's doorstep. Problem is, the suicide is actually a murder, and as the bodies begin to pile up, Sherlock spends more and more time with PC Taylor - much to John's dismay.
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Thumbprint (23523 words) by pandoras_chaos
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Sherlock (TV), Sherlock Holmes & Related Fandoms
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Sherlock Holmes/John Watson, Sherlock Holmes & John Watson
Characters: Sherlock Holmes, John Watson, Greg Lestrade, Mycroft Holmes, Anderson (Sherlock)
Additional Tags: Unhealthy Relationships, Explicit Sexual Content, Anal Sex, Rimming, Unsafe Sex, emotional masochism
Summary:
It seems he’s just around these days out of sheer familiarity. Sherlock doesn’t need him for money, he doesn’t need him on cases (if he ever really did in the first place), he doesn’t listen when John tries to tell him to eat or sleep or take care of himself in any way whatsoever and he certainly doesn’t seem to need him for sentimentality. In fact, the only thing John seems to be good for these days is sex, and that is just not good enough.
This Time No (Forgiveness) (29532 words) by AtlinMerrick
Chapters: 11/11
Fandom: Sherlock (TV)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Author Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Sherlock Holmes & John Watson, Sherlock Holmes/John Watson
Characters: Sherlock Holmes, John Watson
Additional Tags: Angst, Redemption, Potential triggers in some marked chapters
Summary:
It was Sherlock's fault. It usually is. And though he'll ask forgiveness for what he's done, for the very first time John will say, 'This time no, Sherlock. This time, never.' And maybe, just maybe, John Watson is going to mean it.
All Those Things I Told Myself To Forget (and to make it through) (41824 words) by momotastic
Chapters: 10/10
Fandom: Sherlock (TV)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Author Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Sherlock Holmes/John Watson
Characters: Mycroft Holmes, Greg Lestrade, Mrs. Hudson, OFC, OMC
Additional Tags: Violence, Language, Blood, Off-Screen Murder, severed body parts, non-explicit John/OFC, Explicit Sexual Content, blowjob, fingering, Abduction, prisoner situation, johnlock bigbang
Series: Part 1 of I'll Remember You
Summary:
After over a year of not talking to each other John did not expect to meet Sherlock in that pub. In fact, if he'd known that Sherlock would be there, he wouldn't have gone inside in the first place.
Tear Us Apart (13027 words) by Mazarin221b
Chapters: 4/4
Fandom: Sherlock (TV)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Sherlock Holmes/John Watson
Additional Tags: Murder, Mystery, Jealousy, Peril, Pining, Two people who cannot seem to communicate, Established Relationship, deviousness, References to Suicide, casefic, Romance
Summary:
It's late summer, and Sherlock is called to investigate a suicide on PC Bob Taylor's doorstep. Problem is, the suicide is actually a murder, and as the bodies begin to pile up, Sherlock spends more and more time with PC Taylor - much to John's dismay.