Emotional Hurt, betrayed Watson BBC verse or RDJmovie verse

[arkangel39.livejournal.com]

Hello, first time posting here.  Love this site.

 I was looking for some long, well written hurt, betrayal fics.  I love both the boys, but I'm in the mood for Watson being the unlucky person to be hurt/betrayed.

So I'm looking for the follow types of stories:

1.  Sherlock says/does something completely hurtful and Watson suffers for it emotionally and/or mentally.   (besides the whole dying bit in the BBC verse)  It takes a while for Sherlock to figure it out and finds himself angry because of it and lashes out at Watson for causing this "emotional ride".   I love long, angsty fics.  The longer and angstier the better.   Slash or Gen is fine.  I don't really like Het. I guess they need to be either together or with no one.  I'm fickle. lol

2.  The boys are together but Sherlock doesn't take the relationships as seriously as Watson.  For example: Sherlock sleeps with or flirts with someone for a case and tells Watson details.  (The affair doesn't have to be in detail, just the fact that Sherlock can't seem to get it into his head that it's wrong.) Watson is upset, heartbroken, suicidal......mental hurt, emotional hurt...... Again long and angsty please. :)   Slash for this one.

3.  Like number 2 but not slash.  A bromance type fic where Sherlock is allowing another person to come with he and Watson on cases and Sherlock starts spending more time with this person, he starts praising them about their deduction skills.  Maybe a Watson overhears them talking and feels he's been replaced.  Long,  Sad, depressed, suicidal angsty ........ Gen.  (It can be pre-slash)

So there's what my twisted little mind is looking for.  I have read through many of the tags on here and they are all wonderful stories.  Thank you in advance.

Mod:  Please forgive me if I missed a tag.

Comments

[swissmarg]

I think these should all more or less contain what you're looking for:

Thumbprint (23523 words) by pandoras_chaos
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Sherlock (TV), Sherlock Holmes & Related Fandoms
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Sherlock Holmes/John Watson, Sherlock Holmes & John Watson
Characters: Sherlock Holmes, John Watson, Greg Lestrade, Mycroft Holmes, Anderson (Sherlock)
Additional Tags: Unhealthy Relationships, Explicit Sexual Content, Anal Sex, Rimming, Unsafe Sex, emotional masochism
Summary:

It seems he’s just around these days out of sheer familiarity. Sherlock doesn’t need him for money, he doesn’t need him on cases (if he ever really did in the first place), he doesn’t listen when John tries to tell him to eat or sleep or take care of himself in any way whatsoever and he certainly doesn’t seem to need him for sentimentality. In fact, the only thing John seems to be good for these days is sex, and that is just not good enough.

This Time No (Forgiveness) (29532 words) by AtlinMerrick
Chapters: 11/11
Fandom: Sherlock (TV)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Author Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Sherlock Holmes & John Watson, Sherlock Holmes/John Watson
Characters: Sherlock Holmes, John Watson
Additional Tags: Angst, Redemption, Potential triggers in some marked chapters
Summary:

It was Sherlock's fault. It usually is. And though he'll ask forgiveness for what he's done, for the very first time John will say, 'This time no, Sherlock. This time, never.' And maybe, just maybe, John Watson is going to mean it.

All Those Things I Told Myself To Forget (and to make it through) (41824 words) by momotastic
Chapters: 10/10
Fandom: Sherlock (TV)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Author Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Sherlock Holmes/John Watson
Characters: Mycroft Holmes, Greg Lestrade, Mrs. Hudson, OFC, OMC
Additional Tags: Violence, Language, Blood, Off-Screen Murder, severed body parts, non-explicit John/OFC, Explicit Sexual Content, blowjob, fingering, Abduction, prisoner situation, johnlock bigbang
Series: Part 1 of I'll Remember You
Summary:

After over a year of not talking to each other John did not expect to meet Sherlock in that pub. In fact, if he'd known that Sherlock would be there, he wouldn't have gone inside in the first place.

Tear Us Apart (13027 words) by Mazarin221b
Chapters: 4/4
Fandom: Sherlock (TV)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Sherlock Holmes/John Watson
Additional Tags: Murder, Mystery, Jealousy, Peril, Pining, Two people who cannot seem to communicate, Established Relationship, deviousness, References to Suicide, casefic, Romance
Summary:

It's late summer, and Sherlock is called to investigate a suicide on PC Bob Taylor's doorstep. Problem is, the suicide is actually a murder, and as the bodies begin to pile up, Sherlock spends more and more time with PC Taylor - much to John's dismay.

Awesome!

[arkangel39.livejournal.com]

These look fantastic! Can't wait to start reading them. Thank you for your quick reply!

Looking forward to what else might be rec-ed. :)

Thanks!

[chanel-5.livejournal.com]

There's a fic somewhere on AO3 that is in (at least) two parts. The prequel, which I think is the second part, is about John and Sherlocks relationship after Sherlock returns and Sherlock derails, cutting john out of cases, seeing irene adler and I think there may be drug use. At the end there is a scene where Sherlock holds a gun against John. The first? part is years later, and it contains a scene where Mycroft tells john that if he hurts Sherlock like he did before Mycroft will... do something bad to john. John is shocked that Mycroft doesn't know that Sherlock was the one who ended the relationship. Can anyone remember these fics?