Sherlock is the one who has problems coming back?

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Someone has definitely asked for this, but I am hunting BBCverse Sherlock who has been affected emotionally and physically by his time away and a John who is understanding and has to nurse both his body and mind. Perhaps Sherlock now has PTSD and begins to understand what John went through? Bonus points if Sherlock spends a bit of time procrastinating and angsting before he reveals himself to John and if Mycroft is being helpful for once.

Any suggestions?

Holmes returns to comfort Watson

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I am searching for a canon story in which Holmes, during the time he is supposedly dead, comes across an old edition of The Times. I believe he finds it under the bed of a man he has a short affair with. Coincidentally it is the edition in which Watson announced that his wife Mary had died. Holmes is devastated because he always comforted himself with the fact that at least Watson isn't alone. He rushes home to comfort Watson and is already in London when Ronald Adair is murdered. This gives him a convenient plan to get rid of Moran. Later Watson finds out that Holmes returned home for him and not the case. I believe the story is slash. Does anyone remember this?