PostReichenbach Suicide Fic

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I'm looking for a fic where Sherlock comes home after his three years hunting down Moriarty's web, and John thinks he's a hallucination. John knocks him out, handcuffs him to a radiator or something and then attempts to shoot himself.

The fic ended there without a happy or sad ending, so you could kind of make up your own.

I distinctly remember Sherlock yelling so that Mycroft's people would hear him, while trying to talk John down.