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[flebbel2211.livejournal.com]

Hi, Ive been looking for this particulr fic for ages and still cannot find it, it is a quite long one, with multiple chapters, so I shall try to convey what I remember.

It is a first time fic, and starts of with Holmes and Watson in a train or coach on their way to the Holmes estate, which belongs to Mycroft. they talk about what Holmes did during hi 3 year hiatus and he tels a story about relaxing in a stream involving a goat and wanking, although the latter is implied. Anyway, they go to the estate where there is this old lady who obviously cared for holmes when he was young, plus she knows mrs. Hudson. First time stuff happens near a pond when they go riding and there are also the irregulars being given jobs by the holmes brothers when they are old enough. It also has a chapter about Holmes hearing music in his head, and wanders off. This is all set in victorian times and also involves Watson having THE TALK with Mycroft.

Anyway, I hope this makes sense and someone knows where to find it, because I am desperate; it is so amazing! tnx

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[poseys-demise.livejournal.com]

That would be Soldier's Heart (http://archiveofourown.org/works/152297/chapters/218438)

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