Book!verse: Watson and Holmes relationship in wake of Noncon

[singapore-taffy.livejournal.com]

Basically the fic I'm looking for has Holmes and Watson starting a sexual relationship but Watson has only ever slept with women consentually and was raped during his military campaign. When they try for the first time he has a flashback and the attempt is aborted but after they talk it through things go off without a hitch. Does anyone know what fic I'm talking about? Thanks so much to whoever can point me in the right direction?

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[selkie.livejournal.com]

Is this it on the However Improbable site? This story is called "Old Wounds."

http://excessant.com/HI/fiction/pandapony/old_wounds.htm

[singapore-taffy.livejournal.com]

Ah! That's it! Thanks so much. I'm ashamed to have forgotten Pandapony.

[selkie.livejournal.com]

I'm glad that was it :)!