Book!verse: Watson and Holmes relationship in wake of Noncon

[singapore-taffy.livejournal.com]

Basically the fic I'm looking for has Holmes and Watson starting a sexual relationship but Watson has only ever slept with women consentually and was raped during his military campaign. When they try for the first time he has a flashback and the attempt is aborted but after they talk it through things go off without a hitch. Does anyone know what fic I'm talking about? Thanks so much to whoever can point me in the right direction?

LF Autistic John fics

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I've seen lots of prompts and fics for Autistic Sherlock fics, but I was wondering if there are any Autistic John fics. BBC Verse would be great, but I'll take anything.

Thanks so much for any reqs.

Sherlock in love

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I'm looking for fics with the 'smitten Sherlock' trope. As in the fics where Holmes is wholeheartedly and desperately in love with Watson but (more importantly) manages to stay in character!

Any and all verses BBC Sherlock, '09 verse, ACD and Granada Holmes are more than welcome!

Thank you!