BBC Sherlock: in which Sherlock does not get high

[calimora.livejournal.com]

Hello, I'm looking for two BBC Sherlock fics. One is a short one shot (<5000 words) and the other is part of a chaptered fic or series. John/Sherlock Slash.

The one shot basically consists of Sherlock sitting on the couch in 221B and resisting the temptation to shoot up while John comes home after a text (or phone call) from Sherlock. I remember this one shot as being the sequel to a longer fic, but I don't remember very much of the main fic. Found: Speedball

The second fic, all I really remember is a reunion scene. After a fight with Sherlock john goes on a long walk. While he's away Sherlock contemplates ways to make john stay with him and wether or not cocaine is would help him. When John comes back the two have a discussion and John makes Sherlock tell him some of the reasons he desided to not use, despite contemplating it. Three of the reasons that I remember were:
    1)  John would think it was emotional manipulation.
    2)  It would be emotional manipulation.
    3)  John would leave anyways.

If either of these scetchy descriptions rings a bell, please comment.

John/Sherlock (or Holmes/Watson) BDSM

[essie007.livejournal.com]

I just finished eldritchhorrors "Cold Song Series" and now I am dying for more John/Sherlock BDSM fics. BBC verse is preferred but if you've got recs for ACD canon I'll take them. I'd love some AU recs, either an everyone has a BDSM alginment verse or just an AU where they meet through the scene or something. If it's not an AU and just had BDSM that's fine too.

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[obsessionality.livejournal.com]

Right. Hi guys! :)

I'm looking for gender swap fics, but very specifically ones in which John is a woman, and Sherlock is a man. I would like if there was Fem!John/Sherlock, but I'm fine even if there isn't and it drives everyone mad because how on earth do they live together? That's it. Seriously, just any Fem!John and Male!Sherlock fics you have, anywhere. 

Lots and lots of love, 
Thanks in advance,
Lady Merlin

look, ma! I'm asking for het! *facepalm*