BBC Sherlock: in which Sherlock does not get high

[calimora.livejournal.com]

Hello, I'm looking for two BBC Sherlock fics. One is a short one shot (<5000 words) and the other is part of a chaptered fic or series. John/Sherlock Slash.

The one shot basically consists of Sherlock sitting on the couch in 221B and resisting the temptation to shoot up while John comes home after a text (or phone call) from Sherlock. I remember this one shot as being the sequel to a longer fic, but I don't remember very much of the main fic. Found: Speedball

The second fic, all I really remember is a reunion scene. After a fight with Sherlock john goes on a long walk. While he's away Sherlock contemplates ways to make john stay with him and wether or not cocaine is would help him. When John comes back the two have a discussion and John makes Sherlock tell him some of the reasons he desided to not use, despite contemplating it. Three of the reasons that I remember were:
    1)  John would think it was emotional manipulation.
    2)  It would be emotional manipulation.
    3)  John would leave anyways.

If either of these scetchy descriptions rings a bell, please comment.

Comments

[iamshadow.livejournal.com]

Is it The Cold Song series (http://archiveofourown.org/series/10025) by EldritchHorrors?

[calimora.livejournal.com]

No, it is not this series, but this series is awesome and will be added to my bookmarks from here on out.