needy asker is needy

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Hi there, I'm looking for some recs, slash or gen, anyverse, any rate with Holmes and-or Watson dealing with an illness like asthma, diabetes, etc, just something that makes them vulnerable to each other, (I have a thing for respiration problems if you remember something including that I will love you forever). I would like also fics with sherlock being cruel or rude to John (on purpose or not) and anything that involves crying would be great. AND (sorry, yes I'm a pain, lol) on the kinky side of the fandom I would love to read some S/J loud!sex.  Thanks in advance!!!