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holmes_findersI need help finding this fic!
Due to unfortunate past computer issues, my bookmarks are a little disorganized. So I can’t find this story that my friend and I are looking for. If you read fics., can you help find it?
From what I remember is that this story is about John ending up in a parallel world with a parallel Sherlock after a warehouse standoff incident. John goes through most of the story being oblivious to what happened to his original Sherlock. I can't remember which Sherlock he ends up with in the end. There is some mature Johnlock scenes involved. It is a heartwrenching story and an almost impasse in the end. It was very well written and it also had many chapters, perhaps as much as 20+ chapters. Does anyone know what this is? Help would be greatly appreciated! :)
ETA: Found. Thank you!
Due to unfortunate past computer issues, my bookmarks are a little disorganized. So I can’t find this story that my friend and I are looking for. If you read fics., can you help find it?
From what I remember is that this story is about John ending up in a parallel world with a parallel Sherlock after a warehouse standoff incident. John goes through most of the story being oblivious to what happened to his original Sherlock. I can't remember which Sherlock he ends up with in the end. There is some mature Johnlock scenes involved. It is a heartwrenching story and an almost impasse in the end. It was very well written and it also had many chapters, perhaps as much as 20+ chapters. Does anyone know what this is? Help would be greatly appreciated! :)
ETA: Found. Thank you!
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Date: 2014-09-03 04:55 am (UTC)Saudade (96949 words) by tunteeton
Chapters: 30/30
Fandom: Sherlock (TV)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Author Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Sherlock Holmes/John Watson
Characters: John Watson, Sherlock Holmes, Mycroft Holmes, Greg Lestrade, Molly Hooper, Mary Morstan, Sebastian Moran, James Moriarty
Additional Tags: Case Fic, Non-Consensual Drug Use, Angst, Grief/Mourning, John's in Denial About Everything, The Fate Is a Bitch, Dubious Science, Canon-Compliant Up To the Hounds, After That Very Much AU, submissive Sherlock, But John Is Just John, Fake Non-Con Drug Use, Dom/sub relationship, Mutual Masturbation, Oral Sex, John Is a Master at Getting Kidnapped, Threatened Torture, Mary is Not Nice, Anal Sex, Love and Fluffy Feelings, all the feelings, Non-Con Domming, Verbal Abuse, Slapping
Summary:
saudade (port.): a deep and melancholy longing for something or someone that is gone and not coming back. Homesickness, an emptiness in one’s soul, a love that remains after the loved one dies.
John loses Sherlock, gains Sherlock and learns to never, ever, ever pray.