Specific fic search - abused Sherlock BBC!verse

[lanthiriel25.livejournal.com]

I read a couple of fics recently which I can't find anymore and I'd love to read them again.  They are all BBC verse.  

The first one was where Sherlock had been in a past unhealthy relationship with Sebastian; Sherlock is apprehensive of getting involved in a relationship with John because he's scared of getting hurt, physically rather than emotionally, as he assumes phyical pain is a normal part of being together, and John assures him otherwise, showing him what a healthy relationship can be like. 

The second was similar - Sherlock and John get together and Sherlock, remembering the 'rules' from his relationship with Sebastian, changes his behaviour in an effort to please John, before John addresses the issue, saying what Sherlock had with Sebastian wasn't a healthy relationship and shows Sherlock what a relationship should be. 

And lastly, there was a fic in which when Sherlock apologises to John for perceived 'misbehaviour' and offers himself up for punishment to make amends, and John explains that that is not how apologising should work.

Any help in finding these fics again would be very much appreciated, and any other recs for similar fics would also be gratefully received :)  I'm a h/c obsessive and there's just something about an insecure or abused Sherlock and a comforting John that I can't resist! :P

Thanks :)

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[yminga.livejournal.com]

I'm pretty sure I haven't read those exact fics, sorry (though boy do I want to :p), but there are some recs you might be interested in - hopefully you won't have read all of them already:

- Replacement (http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/2262.html?thread=2549462#t2549462), by anonymous, as an answer to the prompt "Sherlock knows how friendship works - you give people what they want and in return they spend time with you. At school, what they wanted was for you to do their homework. At University, with Sebastian, it was ... other things. When he sees how John is looking at him, he figures it's time to pay up - it's unlikely to be as painful and humiliating as it was with Seb, after all."

-26 Pieces (http://archiveofourown.org/works/244826), by Lanning. One of my favourite H/C stories. The main part of it isn't about Sebastian, but it's delicious all the same :D

And this (http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/575.html?thread=1108543#t1108543), another prompt meme fill, isn't about Sebastian specifically, but I think you might like it anyway :) It deals with Sherlock being abused by his boyfriend long before he meets John and Lestrade finding out...John comes later into the story, but all of it is lovely anyway <3

[jademac2442.livejournal.com]

Here's fic number 2. I just found it. http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/12826.html?thread=70291482#t70291482

Another Recommendation

[rairakku1234.livejournal.com]

I don't know if you are still looking for fics that fit these requirements but if you are you might like A Girl of the South's BBC verse. Read in her chronlogical order you would read them:

Opening Gambit http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7107711/1/Opening_Gambit

Upseting The Board
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7170107/1/Upsetting_the_Board

Journey's ENd
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7248647/1/Journeys_End

There Only Echo's
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7024837/1/Theyre_Only_Echoes

In the Half Light
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7052397/1/In_the_Half_Light

SHadows they Fear the Sun
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7072156/1/Shadows_They_Fear_the_Sun

Best Served Cold
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7178264/1/Best_Served_Cold

The author has written many more in this universe but these deal most directly with abusive realationships

Hope you enjoy

Rairakku