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I read a couple of fics recently which I can't find anymore and I'd love to read them again. They are all BBC verse.
The first one was where Sherlock had been in a past unhealthy relationship with Sebastian; Sherlock is apprehensive of getting involved in a relationship with John because he's scared of getting hurt, physically rather than emotionally, as he assumes phyical pain is a normal part of being together, and John assures him otherwise, showing him what a healthy relationship can be like.
The second was similar - Sherlock and John get together and Sherlock, remembering the 'rules' from his relationship with Sebastian, changes his behaviour in an effort to please John, before John addresses the issue, saying what Sherlock had with Sebastian wasn't a healthy relationship and shows Sherlock what a relationship should be.
And lastly, there was a fic in which when Sherlock apologises to John for perceived 'misbehaviour' and offers himself up for punishment to make amends, and John explains that that is not how apologising should work.
Any help in finding these fics again would be very much appreciated, and any other recs for similar fics would also be gratefully received :) I'm a h/c obsessive and there's just something about an insecure or abused Sherlock and a comforting John that I can't resist! :P
Thanks :)
The first one was where Sherlock had been in a past unhealthy relationship with Sebastian; Sherlock is apprehensive of getting involved in a relationship with John because he's scared of getting hurt, physically rather than emotionally, as he assumes phyical pain is a normal part of being together, and John assures him otherwise, showing him what a healthy relationship can be like.
The second was similar - Sherlock and John get together and Sherlock, remembering the 'rules' from his relationship with Sebastian, changes his behaviour in an effort to please John, before John addresses the issue, saying what Sherlock had with Sebastian wasn't a healthy relationship and shows Sherlock what a relationship should be.
And lastly, there was a fic in which when Sherlock apologises to John for perceived 'misbehaviour' and offers himself up for punishment to make amends, and John explains that that is not how apologising should work.
Any help in finding these fics again would be very much appreciated, and any other recs for similar fics would also be gratefully received :) I'm a h/c obsessive and there's just something about an insecure or abused Sherlock and a comforting John that I can't resist! :P
Thanks :)
Another Recommendation
Date: 2012-05-25 04:55 am (UTC)Opening Gambit http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7107711/1/Opening_Gambit
Upseting The Board
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7170107/1/Upsetting_the_Board
Journey's ENd
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7248647/1/Journeys_End
There Only Echo's
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7024837/1/Theyre_Only_Echoes
In the Half Light
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7052397/1/In_the_Half_Light
SHadows they Fear the Sun
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7072156/1/Shadows_They_Fear_the_Sun
Best Served Cold
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7178264/1/Best_Served_Cold
The author has written many more in this universe but these deal most directly with abusive realationships
Hope you enjoy
Rairakku