Moriarty blackmails John dubcon/noncon

[crazyfresh.livejournal.com]

Okay, so I posted this to Sherlock Search, but have had no luck. Trying my hand here:

I have tried all variations of google searches and I have looked through many, many tags in various communities but this fic is eluding me. Basically, Moriarty calls John and coerces him to have sex with/rape various people that John does not know over the course of a month or longer. If John does not, the consequences are the death of the person he refuses to assault - I believe the first person is a man who is reported to have "committed suicide" after John refuses. As far as I remember, the noncon is not explicit and the fic deals primarily with John's behavior as someone who has been sexually assaulted(I think Mycroft had to bring this to Sherlock's attention but I may be mistaken).

Other things of note: I remember that Moriarty would call either weekly or regular enough that it almost seemed like John was in cahoots with him, but, again, I think Mycroft (but maybe Sherlock) realizes that the behavior is more in line with abuse. I also seem to remember a discussion in the comments about the complex nature of John being a victim in the fic as he is typically the aggressor in what Moriarty makes him do (EG he has John assault other people at the risk of the other person's life).

This may have been a comment fic or on the kink meme. Please help because I am losing my mind trying to find it.

Found! Fragments by softandwoollen
http://softandwoollen.livejournal.com/1123.html?thread=3683

Comments

[mick-gz.livejournal.com]

I saw your first posting, but the fic wasn't familiar to me. Then when I saw your post here, I thought I'd help search because I know the frustration of not being able to find a fic. I googled some of your description and came across this one that I think may be it?

Title: Fragments
Author: softandwoollen
Rating: R
Word Count: 8100
Pairing: None
Warnings: noncon references and flashbacks
Summary: For a prompt on the kink meme. When John is caught up in another one of Moriarty's sick games, Mycroft is the one who notices first.

(apologies for the lack of formatting for the link)

http://softandwoollen.livejournal.com/1123.html?thread=3683

[crazyfresh.livejournal.com]

Oh my god I don't know how you found this, my Google fu must be out of practice (and I am sure I am on some list now with the variations of words I was trying). Thank you from keeping me from losing it.